I want to get Married! But wait

Congratulating my beautiful cousin B! What an awesome wedding! All you can eat and drink during cocktail hour, and so many options for the reception, along with Unlimited drinks. Geez! I enjoyed that wedding so much.
Now I would love to get married, but the question is do I want to be married? Relationships are so hard, if I have a mediocre relationship with God, then how in the world can I have a relationship with Man. A Man!
It's all glitz and glamor walking down the aisle, but I'm much more comfortable right now with my IPod touch flicking photos of a beautiful bride. I want to be married but I have a lot of work to do! I need to build a solid relationship with God. I get many blessings, but sometimes I don't know how to receive it. I have a picture in my head of whose shedding tough guy tears at the alter. But that relationship need works too! Marriage is a leap of faith. Without faith everything is destroyed. Then without trust your blinded. Marriage is a commitment you make to God, your spouse and yourself. If you can't commit to God, you are for sure not going to be able to commit to Man.
Basically what Im trying to say is to be married is a sign of success. Its not going to be the size of your bank account.
To win in life you have to know what love is, what peace looks like, what joy sounds like, what long suffering feels like, how goodness is done, what faith looks like, how meekness is perceived, and temperance is portrayed. I want to win a Husband that can help me win! So from this day forward I'm going to give my all! I won't settle for mediocrity at any stage. I will never quit when it gets hard, and I'm going to start now. Robert Collier said it best " success is the sum of small efforts, repeated day in and day out." My small efforts are going to be giving love everyday in every way. I promise I will reap what I sow. So Im planting the marriage tree, and will grow a marriage tree.

Dear Metro Pcs

Dear Metro, my mom and my sister have been very loyal customers, we adore your monthly text about paying our $115 on time or else you will cut off our service. But what service are you providing. Every time someone calls me. I hear "I can't hear you, your phone sucks.". Seriously, is that what I have to adhere each time. Better yet I can't even "boo love " ( talk to my boo) in my room, bathroom, living room. Seriously Metro Pcshit!. Cut me a break. On top of that my mom phone is oO so ugly. I would suggest you make phones that are easy to use for older adults (BIG BUTTONS). because I refuse to get up and dial for her every-time she needs to make a call. She is not blind, she just has fat fingers! Fix your service or IM Out! Because it's like not having a phone at all. p.s when your employees dint use your service, you must reconsider something!

My Sister Salem

Terrible accidents happen to the purest, most beautiful individuals. Salem and I have been friends since 2002. The day I heard a sense-less driver decided to hit and run my sister my world came crashing down. Thank God she is still alive and is progressing slowly. She is so ambitious and driven it real makes me livid that she can not pursue her goals right now. Salem is my motivation to be the best. She left amazing impressions on everyone she met. Salem has the most electrifying personality and anyone who knows or has met her can agree. She is one of most supportive and knowledgable friend I know. I truly miss our long talks, free style cyphers and spiritual talks. Her faith in God is enormous and I know she has not lost faith. She fights everyday to be back to her old self. I ask everyone to pray for Salem. Give her your blessings, her family has been very strong through these trying times, all I ask for from others is that your use your faith to talk to God. Ask him to renew Salem, and help Salem successfully recover.

Being a Dog God Parent

Dash is an amazing dog! He is a jack-russle and a poodle mix. Simply a Jacka-poo. Dash is sneaky and loving. Dash loves to destroy your shoes, he sneakingly takes what ever shoe insight and nibbles, licks and hides them. When you look at him you can't be too mad. At time he has separation anxiety, but he makes you feel so special when you walk in the door. Now as a dog God parent, the responsibility is the same as if he was a human. With that being said I have to buy him toys, clothes and treats. I also have to teach him tricks like the typical roll over, and sit. But what his mommy don't have time for is high five and go to sleep tricks. He wont respond to bang bang, but if I say "dash go to sleep" he is in position as bang bang play dead mode. Furthermore I love him like my own, I'm so happy he is around to keep me company! Everyone loves Dash!

An aspired artist

Anyone can be an artist, one must just have the time and patience to sit there and want to produce art! Today my boyfriend and I decided to have a made up night called " art night". Typically he does this drawing, painting thing naturally, but I wanted to join and fuel his passion for art again. We enjoyed eachother alot . Of course I got jealous at his butterfly because it spoke volume , yet so simple . And my wild flowers was just all over the place. I was suppose to draw the first thing off my mind and initially it wAs roses in a vase but it turned out to be well you see it! I'm proud of my work though because with him by my side and coaching me thru and believing me, as I truly believe in him, I'll be alright . Can't wait for our next "Art Night."

Saba

I walk into the house and she quickly shows me love. When I first met her I was terribly scared of her because she just would not stop running around and hopping all over me. She is still energized but now she has been trained and I have no fear at all. She loves being rubbed and is very territorial even though she know I'm the queen of the household. I love this girl, she slowly is becoming my BFF! She is the reason why I began to love Dogs!

Upset!

I grew to love them all, some more than others but that's because of the extra bonding time we contributed! Unfortunately I was deceived and traded on by one of them, but guess what I still love them all even if I no longer choose to associate myself with one of them, I personally would not do anything to hurt the individual like it was done to me! College was fun and rewarding, and I learned to choose wisely. I wish the best for the individual that did me wrong and I hope and pray that she does not loose a friend because of her actions! I wish things could go back but like I said before Honesty is Key!